Mama's got a brand new RIDE!

Well, today my mother got a new car!  At first I wasn’t excited because the gift wasn’t given to me. This sort of bothered me because I hate to see jealousy in others and I  definitely don’t enjoy it within myself.  But then I realized that it was for my mother, who truly deserves it and so much more.  She does a lot for her family and deserves all that she gets. Sometimes the devil can make us covet others belonging until we become mean, hateful, and envious. This is definitely the attitude that keeps us in the same position of nothingness that we may be in.   Sometimes I truly believe that jealousy is not always "I want what you have", but often "Why not me" . I am truly excited and elated for my mother. And I know that one day God will bestow blessing on me that I will not have room to store up. I truly understand now that God will only bless us with things that we can handle. And he will bestow on us these blessing when we are ready to handle them. So while I wait for my blessing I’ll start thinking about the car I want and its color  too lol   

It's 10:21 PM but HAPPY NEW YEARS!

Ok, so its official the new year has started and so are the New Year resolutions.  Every year I decide to create a New Years resolution and every year I break it :(
So this year I have decided not to resolute but to try and become a better person than I was before.